My Loves.

11/1/11 (11:11:11am)

2011-01-11T17:28:00.003+08:00

It's 11/1/11 today, I spent my 11:11:11 am busy doing csas test..

Just some random Story here.
Just knew that one of my friend is getting married, felt uncomfortable just like what you felt. my friend had a girlfriend, he promised that her would never ever date his friend's girl ( colleague) , NEVER EVER and that girl was just a sister to him.
After they broke up, this girl moved into his hse as a tenant and eventually got together. =.=
So it's like 盖棉被纯聊天. I don't believe a girl and guy can stay together without any relationship at all. Makes me feel that girls fucking cannot trust man, it's all lies!

在人生的日子里, 有时开心,有时难过, 有时会过的平平淡淡. 当自己看不见自己要的彩虹时, 往往都想放弃但却看不见伤心难过的日子总是会过去的...

还是很压力, 很不开心! 更不开心的日子又要来了.

just another sunday.

2011-01-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

Let's be happy because tough times never last!

Let's sway in the night.

2010-12-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

There's no one I could really pour out to. So I have to keep, keep and keep. Now, the word 'keep' doesn't look like an exact word.

My friends doesn't want me anymore! HAHAH

It's free fall.

2010-12-04T22:43:00.012+08:00

Term test is coming in 2 weeks time, I need lots and lots of chocolate now. Not keeping me awake, but keeping me happy. This whole week is horrendous, I'm suppose to be the luckiest star this week. Firstly, I found my 16GB thumb drive ( with my 3 years of sweat and blood) in the office. I wanna thank him/her for returning back to me. Secondly, I passed my TP :) Thanks mummy for sponsoring me! Thirdly, I scored for my PDM test and that's a happy one.

BUT, for the rest of the week, I've been sleeping in tears. it's getting better with you around.

Love is not being calculative, love is giving your all, giving your best out.

It goes on and on.

2010-10-31T22:13:00.011+08:00

It's Halloween and Happy Birthday to you!! :)

Handling school work steadily right now and I've been dreaming of my supervisor for 2 days straight. Dreamt of him forcing us to do lab work, phobia of him already. He's quite the eyecandy of many girls in our course. But once you work with him, you can't imagine him as that. Was quite fortunate for the combination of my PDM group and MP group. Conflicts seems to be happening everywhere now, except for my group! ^^ that's one great thing to be happy for. And hopefully, I'll be able to graduate happily.

Internet was down these few days and I was frigging miserable these few days. Can't do any work at all. One positive thing was, more focused on work instead of browsing sites!

Went Halloween themed Night Safari with delia, ben and zm.Headed towards town after dinner at Jalan Kayu. It was quite an enjoyable one overall. Saw hyenas, malayan bears, cute elephant that looks like a automated machine that keeps shaking its head continuously. Active tigers and lions looks great. Lions are really Biiggggggg. But but but, Singapore zoo is way much more fun than night safari.

And you know what.
The ghosts there loves to scream! I hate that one staring at me for at least half a minute. =/ I felt so pressured by him that i blurted sorry to him. Natural instinct i guess. It's so funny to think that we're actually afraid of people dressing up as freaks. but it's just scary. It's the atmoshpere, makeup and acting that does it all. They're actually worn out on the inside. I like the one sticking it's tongue out, he's cute cause he acts like a human. It's fun overall! :))

you know Love.

Smile, despite the hazy air.

2010-10-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

I must blog more i must blog more!!

I needa get rid of frizzy hair asap!

I wanna get rid of my freckles!

I need to get more money!

I need a less naggy mum!

Put on a smile everyday, not smiling for 7 straight days makes one sick and weak.

It's the last semester in my poly life, graduating soon!

I have good food in my stomach every day!

I'm saving more money each day!

There's lesser zit this month!

There are more things to smile for, to count our blessings. Compared to the less fortunate ones, we still have our loved ones around us, supporting us when we're out of strength. Laughing out loud when friends say something stupid or really happy. we all have our happy moments, just that it passes on in life without us taking much notice in it.

That's why some fortunate ones are weaker than we thought to be. Sometimes, it's the less fortunate ones to remind us of what we have in life.

What doesn't kills us makes us stronger.

2010-2010

2010-10-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's 20102010 today! Every year feels so different, likewise for this particular year. I feel myself grow, mentally. Someone told me that the world was predicted to end on 21122012, and if it is true, we should stop what we're doing now and do the things that we most wanted to do, whether spending quality time with your loved ones or traveling all around the world.

Sometimes I don't feel like this is my blog at all. I don't write what I exactly feel all just because i don't feel protected here at all. It used to be my blog, in my own world. There's so much of things i wanna share about, rant about.

I have the suddent urge to honey moon, with my future husband of course. I just want to enjoy life with my only love, settling down, for the rest of my life. Life has to go on isn't it?

Money can't buy happiness, it buys pleasure.
But I'm really broke. I'm damn sure for now, money does bring me some happiness.
Drown me in Money Please.

2010-08-30T13:49:00.000+08:00

Okay, I failed my test. I have to keep it going, going, till I'm on wheels! So many things i can't expressed out here. =/

It's all about flours, people and fun!

2010-08-26T16:57:00.013+08:00

Okay, I guess I'm officially back. I realize I can't really give my blog up for another new blog. Haven't been blogging regularly ever since i started attachment in April. Attachment in Prima company has been a good experience for me, since I've got wonderful attachment mates in my department. True, sometimes i really dread waking up at 7am every morning, taking mrt to outram park everyday. In fact, the most dreadful part of the journey to work was the walkway to Prima which was infested by centipedes on the ground. The lift is down every week. Furthermore, I HATE FLOODS THAT WET MY JEANS.!

Throughout these 4 months from 05 april, I've been a cheap labour. Having great attachment mates and colleagues ( except some) was one of my supporting pillars to hang in there. Because everyday, there's always a surprise attack. Attacks that bombs you for no reason. During the first week of attachment, i was already dreading it cause the working environment wasn't what I expected and had to stand for most of the time Furthermore, with whimpy amount of money was even more demoralizing. I kept telling myself that by hook or by crook, I must survive till 23rd July 2010.

MH ( NYP) was my first official 'long term' attachment mate, I basically most of my time with her, fooling around the lab. Our 'infectious' obviously filled the whole lab everyday. Doing illegal things rushes my adrenaline throughout my body but yet it's thrilling! Sitting down chatting for long hours behind the pillar, finding ways to break the password to the computer, through RND files in the computer ( we kept looking behind to see who's spying ), hiding inside the office

I truly enjoyed this period of time, completing my task without much stress and responsibility. udon noodless was my everyday job and priority. Talking and laughing non stop was my favourite moments ( I suppose Ms lee would penalise me for that) . Besides that, I'm also eating about 86542 times each day. Doughnuts, bread, cookies, mooncakes and bread again. And, I'm always almost late for work almost every other day.

The hard work came right after MH left but RY came! So, the real beginning starts only after ry came, cause my name could almost be heard anywhere, anytime in the lab.=/ The happiest moment to look forward to was lunchtime!( not to mention other happy moments) ^^ Having attachment was one of the happiest job I ever experienced cause it doesn't seem as scary as facing your boss when facing your supervisor. It was routine, mundane and it seems like I have endless complains about Prima. Nevertheless, I gain experience that I could never have in Tp. I've met a few awesome and special ones there. Students come and goes every few months, just like passer bys in our life.

I may never ever have cravings for udon noodles ever again.
I'll miss Prima's lunch time.
The most important thing is, it's all about fate being there and meeting special people.

Back.

2010-07-22T13:19:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging for 4356217689649032 years, and now I'm back.

I guess it's time.

当我老了

2010-04-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

I really like this,. All goes back to their childhood days when they're old. All they need is a little love,care and patience.

当我老了，不再是原来的我。请理解我，对我有一点耐心。

当我把菜汤洒在自己的衣服上时，当我忘记怎样系鞋带时，请想一想当初我是如何手把手地教你地。

当我一遍又一遍地重复你早已听腻地话语时，请耐心地听我说，不要打断我。你小的时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千百遍地故事，知道你进入梦乡。

当我需要你帮我洗澡时，请不要责备我。还记得小时候我千方百计哄你洗澡地情形吗？

当我对新科技和新事物不知所措时，请不要嘲笑我。想一想当初我怎样耐心地回答你的每一个“为什么”。

当我由于双腿疲劳而无法行走时，请伸出你年轻有力地搀扶我。就像你小时候学习走路时，我扶你那样.

当我忽然忘记我们谈话地主题，请给我一些时间让我回想。其实对我来说，谈论什么并不重要，只要你能在一旁听我说，我就很满足。

当你看着老去的我，请不要悲伤。理解我，支持我，就像你刚开始学习如何面对生活时我对你那样。

当初我引导你走上人生路，如今请陪伴我走完最后的路。给我你的爱和耐心，我会报以感激的微笑，这微笑中凝结着我对你无限的爱

It felt like a lightning struck my eyes

2010-01-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

My eyes failed me this time. It happened last week during lecture,where I was sitting at the top row. i couldn't see the slides clearly and I asked sylvia the same word twice. I was wondering why they could see so clearly and I can't! I thought it was due to my dry contacts that I couldnt see very well being a little paranoid. but it happened twice again this week, I realise it was no longer being paranoid, something was wrong with my eyesight AND I saw shadows behind everything that was just 5 metres away from me. I got suspicious and didn't inform anyone at all. I knew something was wrong, I brace myself up and told mum that i wanna get an eye exam.I stepped into my usual spectacle shop and told them i wanna get eye exam. I took about 10-15minutes and i stepped out of the room and walked around the shop with the phoropter on. I was told that my astigma and shortsightedness has increased, and quite alot. so without second thoughts, i chose my new spectacles. It's a cruel fact that i have to accept no matter what.zzz, the first tragedy that happened to me in 2010.

Welcome 2010! :D

2010-01-01T22:58:00.001+08:00

The last day of 2010, again it's one of the last days that I wouldnt forget so easily. Never fail to make things so unforgettable. Crowd started to fill up the street along esplanade. Waited for a few hours just to catch a glimpse of the few minutes fireworks. we almost gave up waiting. It was one of the rarest times i got to see fireworks just right in front of Esplanade. The way to MRT was torturous, looking for toilets underpass was even more tiring. kk was feeling unwell after the countdown, poor thing. And we tried so hard to find a toilet, but we failed. I got fustrated halfway and settle somewhere outside raffles place. MRT-ed back to bedok and had to trouble his dad to send us home. That was the start of 2010. Made our new year resolutions for the new 2010, chatted and laugh the way through the first second of 2010. ♥

welcome 2010! :D

Season of Faith, Hope & Love.

2009-12-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

One of the most unforgettable days of the year. Feel like punching him in his face! for tormenting my mind whole day. It started well at first, until when we entered shopping malls. It was where the torment started. HAHA, Bad Bad!Christmas lightings were on, orchard rd was crowded with tons of people, roads were blocked for the Christmas decorations and shows were going on to entertain people ard orchard. Honestly, this year's lightings wasn't as awesome as past years lightings. But, i love stars!! Starry starry nite~!

Merry Christmas! :D

A nice day, a great night for CCN

2009-12-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

Compared to last year, this year's CCN was definitely way better than last year's. Mainly because we did not have to come up with something to sell, we can roam about and eat all we can ( except that you have to pay) and i really get to enjoy with beloved CSC:)

Christmas decorations were already out, getting ready to celebrate christmas soon!
Long chats, long walks and long smiles.
Everything was perfect tonight, even with the little drizzling.
Lots of Love.

With Love.

2009-11-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

I guess it's time for some updates.

So far, I'm doing well in school.
currently preparing for Yellow Ribbon Project.
Getting excited for it!
Everything seems to go well, just that i don't have a favourite subject yet.
Something to add on, i'm liking fpqap more & more!

Plus, i miss meet ups with co gang. Haven got chance to meet sixies since school started.
Prettay Kai Ling is coming back soon! :)

2009-09-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

My goodness, i've just painstakingly uploaded these pictures. Cause someone complained that I've not been blogging for a long long time :X Not been there in 10 years, so zoo changed a lot from what I can remember. And I found my new favourite animal other than Cheetah, Giraffe( except for its black tongue).I like spots! A fun experience with a wonderful person makes my day go wee! :)

I'm afraid to get near, it seems to be turning back. =x
Hah, he's worried too !

CUTE RIGHT?!

so nearrrrr!!
The worker said there are 7 colours on each of these monkeys.

he made me so disappointed, he's lying there all the while!

Gottcha!

I showed mummy this picture and she yelled at me =/

Hee!

Wee! :D

2009-09-08T01:25:00.001+08:00

Pinic Day!
Made my 'ai xin' lunch him, yummy yummy! ^^
had much fun with love :D

That thing thats saved me :D

2009-09-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

Hand cycling 2009!
woke up real early and rushed down to simei ite, slept at 3 the night before. So, i fell asleep( a little while) in the midst of the race. =x
The weather is cooling, yet slippery. The race was good afterall! :D

Soon Kiat's 21st celebration

2009-09-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday SK!

Had wellness meeting before rushing down to sk's birthday celebration.
It's his time to manhood, congrats! :D

holidays!

2009-08-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

Semester exams are finally over and here i am, back on track again!
i'm on my precious holiday now after all the hard work done.
Especially FPQA, when each and everything you do in the project accumulates more than semester exams. Fortunately, the results shown proved that our efforts are worthwhile, we can depend on each other too! ^^ I can't bring myself to dislike nor hate FPQA cause i'm still gonna face it next semester. The papers went on smoothly except NLS, hahah!

Holiday mood? maybe!
So far so, i'm really enjoying my holidays
cause i can wake up whatever timing i want.
i can dump my alarm clock.
i can freely meet my loved ones.
somehow i believe, holidays are for enjoying and not for slogging to work (unless $$ in need).
Can't wait to meet love up 42876525347628 times this holiday :D
<3

The top of Singapore.

2009-07-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

Standing at the top of Singapore, it was a great experience. A different view of Singapore, despite so many high-rise buildings, i realised the beauty of Singapore. Had a heavy dinner and a lovely night with love. =)

2009-07-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Had lunch with Ai Ais and Kai! so much thanks to them, for making my birthday a real enjoyable one. had a great time eating ice cream cause i ate 6 sets of swensen's ice cream altogether this year, also had a great time opening the small little gifts from them. Surprises were poured over me! Fortunate to have friends like you guys, that's enough for me. Supporting me through the hard times, running together with me. without you, my poly life surely would be a miserable one.you brighten up my life!I LOVE WZ AIAI & SYLVIA AIAI, muacks! :)

My Ai Ais! :D

2009-07-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

It's my all time favourite cake! chocolate banana cake from Secret recipe, i'm loving it since my 14th birthday. Furthermore, i never ever get tired of it cause it just taste so delicious! I tried baking a banana chocolate too, but failed horribly. =/ i realised, I have not really sat on my couch and thought of my wishes seriously yet. Cause actually, birthdays are not for us to have unrealistic wishes, it's just for us to enjoy and celebrate the date when we were born. HAHA! But we people just indulge ourselves and allow hundreds of wishes to flow through our mind. And most of the wishes are unachievable.I'm one of them though.=/As i'm stepping towards adulthood, a little part of me wishes to stay behind and continue to laugh like a little girl.
HEE! ^^

1st ever birthday party!

2009-07-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

Many thanks to all who came, your presence made a difference!Thanks to all who wished me too! It's my first birthday party,I've had fun and hope you guys had fun too. My 18th year would be a big step towards maturity and of course, a more fulfilling year. played Mahjong with xm, ben and Quan.. i kept nagging Quan for his slowness. he must be hating me alot =/of course most imptly, I wanna thank my family for it! without you guys, it would be so lifeless! :D
credits : denise gossipy faces He looks like the one on his shirt =/ with Julian~ JONATHAN AKA JIAO DUAN :P DELIA HO WEN HUI :D BEN AKA AH SIAO =X YI HUIII :D MMG! cookie looks like a soft toy! Weizhen Stefanie! Tee siang :)

2009-06-23T00:06:00.004+08:00

Back from holidays, back from camp and projects in fact.
Leadership training camp was a great one, we've been through sports challenge, dragon boating,Alp and not forgetting the most important part - talks by Raymond Teo and Edmund Teo.

Surprisingly and Coincidentally, Raymond Teo talked about the 5 love languages in our life which I've also emphasized on recently.Everyone needs love and care regardless of who have they are and may have different love languages towards people.

5 types of Love languages

Quality Time
Tangible Gifts
Touch
Acts of Service
Words of Affirmation

Leadership comes along with happiness.Without happiness, any greater leadership is NOTHING. As what csc has always focus on, the team spirit and bonding with the team. Happiness brings us to even greater heights, even further than what we can see now. A team truly fails when they win awards, brings envious eyes to them but disintegrates and break down internally. When everyone cares, there'll be no sadness.

5 elements of Team Happiness

Heart - 5 love languages
Achievement
Purpose - common goal
Participation - involve, engage, power
You - team spirit

There are times when i wonder, there's so many people living in this world but why are there still so many people living in loneliness? There are times when people tell others, you are fortunate to have friends around you with their envious eyes staring when they tell them they can't find a true friend. What is exactly a true friend? No doubt, there are many definitions to it.

A friend

Be a friend, not find a friend
Tell the truth when others don't
Be humorous - as people enjoy the companion of someone who is cheerful
Listening ear

A friend is to be your shelter during the stormiest days, a stretching hand towards you when you're stuck in a pit.

2009-06-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

bo hua( we paid $18 for a quarter of chicken, marcaroni and potato with drinks. V8 definitely better =p) dinner with sixies, dou and quan. Service is considerably good in review of dou and Quan's qian da actions. Dou has stretched and someone have starved him, Quan is skinny and thus lost his burger face. BUT, we girls are still growing horizontally!! oh well, i really need my motivation back badly. i can't just stop here!
the slowest eater amongst us :X They tried to tiptop and couldnt stop laughing -.- Dou trying to prove that his legs are LONG~

Web of Love

2009-06-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

On my way to the mrt station, a man was walking a distance away infront of me. I would have wait for another lift to get down to the mrt station. when i've reached the lift, i bimbotically brushed my hair without looking up. when i looked up and to my horror, the man was waiting for me inside the lift.-.- was embarrassed of course.

Caught 'Drag me to hell' together,quite horrified by the effects.
His reactions made me laughed abit too =P
A naturally humorous person, i mean REALLY natural.
Web of Love. =)

2009-06-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

It's a blessing to have a sister around, cause you know you're not always alone.

Beautiful night

2009-06-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

A wonderful day, beautiful night.
look at our dinner, input > output :X
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2009-06-04T22:36:00.005+08:00

termtests are finally over, but not relaxing at all.
projects are crashing down on me real soon.
zai-ed at home these few weekends, can't wait to go out soon! ;D

I found this! :

The Five Love Languages

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. Dr. Chapman's love languages are: Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Receiving Gifts, Acts of Service, and Physical Touch.

The Five Love Languages
Your primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Acts of Service:		8
Physical Touch:		6
Receiving Gifts:		5
Words of Affirmation:		2

I know you'll want the link! ;D
The Five Love Languages

50 Interesting facts to keep you entertained.

2009-06-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side.

2. If you stop getting thirsty, you need to drink more water. For when a human body is dehydrated, its thirst mechanism shuts off.

3. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

4. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.

5. The Mercedes-Benz motto is “Das Beste oder Nichts” meaning “the best or nothing”.

6. The Titanic was the first ship to use the SOS signal.

7. The pupil of the eye expands as much as 45 percent when a person looks at something pleasing.

8. The average person who stops smoking requires one hour less sleep a night.

9. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.

10. The roar that we hear when we place a seashell next to our ear is not the ocean, but rather the sound of blood surging through the veins in the ear.

11. Dalmatians are born without spots.

12. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.

13. The ‘v’ in the name of a court case does not stand for ‘versus’, but for ‘and’ (in civil proceedings) or ‘against’ (in criminal proceedings).

14. Men’s shirts have the buttons on the right, but women’s shirts have the buttons on the left.

15. The owl is the only bird to drop its upper eyelid to wink. All other birds raise their lower eyelids.

16. The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it’s already been digested by a bee.

17. Roosters cannot crow if they cannot extend their necks.

18. The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones.

19. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die.

20. Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.

21. The verb “cleave” is the only English word with two synonyms which are antonyms of each other: adhere and separate.

22. When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red.

23. When hippos are upset, their sweat turns red.

24. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle was built in 1903, and used a tomato can for a carburetor.

25. The lion that roars in the MGM logo is named Volney.

26. Google is actually the common name for a number with a million zeros.

27. Switching letters is called spoonerism. For example, saying jag of Flapan, instead of flag of Japan.

28. It cost 7 million dollars to build the Titanic and 200 million to make a film about it.

29. The attachment of the human skin to muscles is what causes dimples.

30. There are 1,792 steps to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

31. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting.

32. Human hair and fingernails continue to grow after death.

33. It takes about 20 seconds for a red blood cell to circle the whole body.

34. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

35. Most soccer players run 7 miles in a game.

36. The only part of the body that has no blood supply is the cornea in the eye. It takes in oxygen directly from the air.

37. Every day 200 million couples make love, 400,000 babies are born, and 140,000 people die.

38. In most watch advertisements the time displayed on the watch is 10:10 because then the arms frame the brand of the watch (and make it look like it
is smiling).

39. Colgate faced big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking countries. Colgate translates into the command “go hang yourself.”

40. The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.

41. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

42. The average person laughs 13 times a day.

43. Do you know the names of the three wise monkeys? They are:Mizaru(See no evil), Mikazaru(Hear no evil), and Mazaru(Speak no evil)

44. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

45. German Shepherds bite humans more than any other breed of dog.

46. Large kangaroos cover more than 30 feet with each jump.

47. Whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.

48. Two animal rights protesters were protesting at the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn. Suddenly the pigs, all two thousand of them, escaped through a broken fence and stampeded, trampling the two hapless protesters to death.

49. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural cause.

50. The human heart creates enough pressure while pumping to squirt blood 30 feet!!

2009-05-30T23:34:00.005+08:00

Happy belated birthday mmg!

The long awaited gathering came finally. Went mmg's hse and realised that her house dint change at all, except her room. mmg started preparing at 430, we estimated 6pm to leave the house. Indeed, we're right! so while waiting for her,we updated each other's life and talked in our own language. AH, missed that so much.Headed to bugis and had ajisen. went home with han, micmic and mmj!

miss you girls lots! :D

haha, how can miss out my pppprettay face?!

you're 18!

2009-05-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

Credits : Liyun
It's really worth your time reading it.

Singapore girl wins Commonwealth essay prize!
A 15-YEAR-OLD Singaporean, competing against 16- to
18-year-olds, has won the top prize in a writing contest that drew 5,300
entries from 52 countries...

In the annual Commonwealth Essay Competition, Amanda
Chong of Raffles Girls' School (Secondary) chose to
compete in the older category and won with a piece on
the restlessness of modern life.

Her short story, titled What The Modern Woman Wants,
focused on the conflict in values between an old lady
and her independent-minded daughter.

'Through my story, I attempted to convey the unique
East-versus-West struggles and generation gaps that I felt were
characteristic of young people in my country,' said Amanda, who likes drama,
history and literature and wants to become a lawyer and a politician.

Chief examiner Charles Kemp called her piece a
'powerfully moving and ironical critique of modern
restlessness and its potentially cruel consequences'.
The writing is fluent and assured, with excellent use
of dialogue.

Amanda gets (S$1,590). A Singaporean last won the top
prize in 2000, said Britain 's Royal Commonwealth
Society, which has been organising the competition
since 1883. Singaporeans also came in second in the
14- to 15-year-old category, and fourth in the
under-12s. Other winners included students from
Australia, Canada and South Africa .

=========================================================
What the Modern Woman Wants
By Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta
convertible as it careened down the highway, clutching
tightly to the plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may
be kidnapped by the wind. She was not used to such
speed, with trembling hands she pulled the seatbelt
tighter but was careful not to touch the patent
leather seats with her callused fingers, her daughter
had warned her not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show
very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her
sleek silver mobile phone using big words the old
woman could barely understand. 'Finance''Liquidation'
'Assets' 'Investments'... Her voice was
crisp and important and had an unfamiliar lilt to it. Her Bee
Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on
television. She was speaking in an American accent.

The old lady clucked her tongue in disapproval.
'I absolutely cannot have this. We have to sell!'
Her daughter exclaimed agitatedly as she stepped on the
accelerator; her perfectly manicured fingernails gripping onto the steering
wheel in irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as
she clicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward
the backseat. The mobile phone hit the old woman on the forehead and
nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly picked it
up and handed it to her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing the American pretence
and switching to Mandarin. 'I have a big client in
America . There have been a lot of problems.'
The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big
and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear view
window, wondering what she was thinking. Her mother's
wrinkled countenance always carried the same cryptic
look.

The phone began to ring again, an artificially
cheerful digital tune, which broke the awkward
silence.
'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.' Elaine. The
old woman cringed. I didn't name her Elaine. She
remembered her daughter telling her, how an English
name was very important for 'networking', Chinese
ones being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to
take the ancient relic to the temple for her weird
daily prayer ritual.'

Ancient Relic. The old woman understood perfectly it
was referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that
her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will be reeking of joss
sticks!'
The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her hands
gripping her plastic bag in defence.
The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It
looked almost garish next to the dull sheen of the
ageing temple's roof. The old woman got out of the
back seat, and made her unhurried way to the main
hall.

Her daughter stepped out of the car in her business
suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she
made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside. I have an important phone
call to make,' she said, not bothering to hide her disgust
at the pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the temple hall and lit a
joss stick, she knelt down solemnly and whispered her
now familiar daily prayer to the Gods.

Thank you God of the Sky, you have given my daughter
luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you
have given her. She has everything a young woman in
this world could possibly want. She has a big house
with a swimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is
too clumsy to sew or cook.

Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a
rich and handsome angmoh man. Her company is now the
top financial firm and even men listen to what she
says. She lives the perfect life. You have given her
everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be
merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while
reaping the harvest of success.

What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to
me. She gives me a room in her big house and provides
well for me. She is rude to me only because I affect
her happiness. A young woman does not want to be
hindered by her old mother. It is my fault.

The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in
her eyes. Finally, with her head bowed in reverence
she planted the half-burnt joss stick into an urn of
smouldering ashes.

She bowed once more.
The old woman had been praying for her daughter for
thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a
melon, she came to the temple and prayed that it was a
son.

Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped out of her
womb, bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink
cheeks, but unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had
icked and punched her for producing a useless baby
who could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her
new-born girl tied to her waist in a sarong and prayed
that her daughter would grow up and have everything
she ever wanted. Her husband left her and she prayed
that her daughter would never have to depend on a man.

She prayed every day that her daughter would be a
great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated,
could never become. A woman with nengkan; the ability
to do anything she set her mind to. A woman who
commanded respect in the hearts of men. When she
opened her mouth to speak, precious pearls would fall
out and men would listen.
She will not be like me, the woman prayed as she
watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her,
speaking a language she scarcely understood. She
watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl, to
one who openly defied her, calling her laotu;
old-fashioned.. She wanted her mother to be
'modern', a word so new there was no Chinese word for it.

Now her daughter was too clever for her and the old
woman wondered why she had prayed like that. The gods
had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the
wealth and success that poured forth so richly had
buried the girl's roots and now she stood, faceless,
with no identity, bound to the soil of her ancestors
by only a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's values.. Her
wants were so ephemeral; that of a modern woman.
Power, Wealth, access to the best fashion boutiques,
and yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The
old woman knew that you could find happiness with much
less. When her daughter left the earth everything she
had would count for nothing. People would look to her
legacy and say that she was a great woman, but she
would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like the
ashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all
her big hopes and prayers for her daughter; now she
had only one want: That her daughter be happy. She
looked out of the temple gate. She saw her daughter
speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger
and worry. Being at the top is not good, the woman
thought, there is only one way to go from there -
down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and
spread out a packet of beehoon in front of the altar.
Her daughter often mocked her for worshipping
porcelain Gods. How could she pray to them so
faithfully and expect pieces of ceramic to fly to her
aid? But her daughter had her own gods too, idols of
wealth, success and power that she was enslaved to and
worshipped every day of her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she
worshipped counted for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter
had would slowly suck the life out of her and leave her, an empty
soulless shell at the altar.

The old lady watched her joss tick. The dull heat had
left a teetering grey stem that was on the danger of
collapsing.
Modern woman nowadays, the old lady sighed in
resignation, as she bowed to the east one final time
to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadays want so much
that they lose their souls and wonder why they cannot
find it.

Her joss stick disintegrated into a soft grey powder.
She met her daughter outside the temple, the same look
of worry and frustration was etched on her daughter's
face. An empty expression, as if she was ploughing
through the soil of her wants looking for the one
thing that would sow the seeds of happiness.

They climbed into the convertible in silence and her
daughter drove along the highway, this time not as
fast as she had done before.

'Ma,' Bee Choo finally said. 'I don't know
how to put
this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we
plan to move out of the big house. The property market
is good now, and we managed to get a buyer willing to
pay seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a
cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect
one in Orchard Road . Once we move in to our apartment
we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can have more
space to ourselves...'

The old woman nodded knowingly.
Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd get someone to come
in to do the housework and we can eat out - but once the
maid is gone, there won't be anyone to look after you.
You will be awfully lonely at home and, besides that,
the apartment is rather small. There won't be space.
We thought about it for a long time, and we decided
the best thing for you is if you moved to a Home.
There's one near Hougang - it's a Christian home, a
very nice one.'

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow. 'I've been
there, the matron is willing to take you in. It's
beautiful with gardens and lots of old people to keep
you company! I hardly have time for you, you'd be
happier there.'

'You'd be happier there, really.' Her daughter
repeated as if to affirm herself.
This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food
offerings to cling tightly to; she bit her lip and
fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect her
from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk
deep into the leather seat, letting her shoulders sag,
and her fingers trace the white seat.

'Ma?' her daughter asked, searching the rear view
window for her mother.. 'Is everything okay?'
What had to be done, had to be done. 'Yes,' she said
firmly, louder than she intended, 'if it will make you
happy,' she added more quietly.

'It's for you, Ma! You'll be happier there. You
can move there tomorrow, I already got the maid to pack
your things.' Elaine said triumphantly, mentally
ticking yet another item off her agenda.

'I knew everything would be fine.'

Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps
getting rid of her mother would make her happier. She
had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance in
her pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had
everything a modern woman ever wanted; Money, Status,
Career, Love,Power and now, Freedom, without her
mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down...

Yes, she was free. Her phone buzzed urgently, she
picked it up and read the message, still beaming from
ear to ear. 'Stocks 10% increase!'

Yes, things were definitely beginning to look up for
her...
And while searching for the meaning of life in the
luminance of her hand phone screen, the old woman in
the backseat became invisible, and she did not see the
tears.

sushi day!

2009-05-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

haha, my sushi looks quite disastrous here.
It's tasty especially those difficult ones like the mashed potatoes =)
was supposed to give yong siang and boo keong too! but it was too late.
had little snack at bistro with favourite sylvia! since we ate most of the sushis.
we also cam-whored in teacher's office =x

okay, it was supposed to look seductive :X

2009-05-22T13:17:00.000+08:00

haha, i dont know how to start this post ( still stuck on this sentence after 15 mins -.-)
A date out with Kai.
Went to my favorite arcade at MS, attempted lots of games and even attempted plushie machines.
Time passes real fast and realised it was dinner time.
Took a walk, chatted and silence, but of course not awkward silence.

It was time to go home.
But blur king=x left his ez-link card at cartel,so we rushed back.
got real tired and hit the sack after i've gone home.

*Hint hint*: need to improve on Manliness ar! =x

haha! Tourist look =p

2009-05-19T13:58:00.000+08:00

a cycling day! but i ate a ton of food after cycling -.-
getting stressed!

2009-05-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Benjamin and Joey!
Created havoc at concourse, by Navin. HAHA!
Spent quality time with him =)

NEWater!

2009-05-13T19:49:00.001+08:00

Newater trip! First field trip in tp, also the first trip to Newater. It bothers me a little when people complains about Newater being sucky itself, regardless of its taste or packaging. Cause it's still potable water!! I'm totally proud of Newater (:

Jake owes me a big time for covering my beautiful face!

2009-05-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

had dinner with mmj. headed to parkway, and realised that i still lovee parkwaay!
officially, 2 kgs down!^^

2009-05-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

ahhh! CBOX doesnt like me anymore! Cause whenever i post something or reply tags, it says i'm banned from posting =(
i'll reply tags here.

` jake => If TYS goes, i wont be joining cause i'll be such a big lightbulb there! Moreover, JY would be wearing bikini! woots** =X

`Jing yi => orleng! your blog pictures made me gasped at least 10 times okayyy! creepy crawlys~ orleng all the way! =D

2009-05-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

希望认识你是件幸福的事。。
给我勇气，让我勇敢。。
会让我开心的面对每一天，我的晴天娃娃！
=)

2009-04-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm loving school so far! The weather is really bad though.Got a little haircut fron Jingyuan and Sylvia, hahah!okay lar, hair can grow ma!Bought a swimsuit too, a little excited to swim! =X Introducing my new group members, SUNFLOWER JELLY BEANS! For some reason, they are the sunflower, jingyuan and me => jelly beans, ostracise us! =.=

Crystalla - seaweed bear
Sylvia - sunflower sea lion
Michelle - rose-ted( roasted) chicken
Yongsiang - mimosa rhinocerous ( he has a cute action about that!)
Jingyuan - weed duckling
Anna - Water Lily cuckoo bird ( kuku bird)

My name really CMI. but they are super nice to work with. ^^

week 0 - sentosa retreat

2009-04-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sentosa Retreat! The other Lts were there too... I was thinking, it wouldn't be too fun cause my usual khakis wont be there! It turned out quite alright, not very fun though. There were alot of restrictions too, i cant just cling onto someone's back and carry me around in the sea, i cant just play catching and dump them into the sea!hahaha, thats explains it. played ball games, stoned , swim, card games and then stoned again. The most hateful part of the trip came, queueing for cubicles! i waited almost an hour, ridiculous. some of us settled at carls junior, bloated as usual. Dennis drop his ez-link card, deep down into the planks! He got the worker to retrieve it. LOL.Activities up at sky park was fun, i almost laugh out my dinner. They were really entertaining, haha! hope it wont just end here.

Dennis's ez-link card fell in between the planks. =x random : i'm attentive!

the forfeitors.

You're Still Berry Kind.

2009-04-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong.
even something about you is wrong.
I though your words would be comforting.
but it seems the other way round.
Your sarcasm is too heavy for me to carry.
I though you were the one whom everybody could rely on.
It seems like my thoughts were way too wrong.
Your kindness made me feel shameless.
Your heart made me feel guilty.
Sadness engulfs me when i'm on my way losing you.

2009-04-23T18:58:00.001+08:00

happy Birthday fariza!
Hope you have a sweetest 18th year!

After the surprise for Fariza, Jingyuan and me headed to Tm 1 again! HAHA! Never got tired of that, we ordered the newly opened xiao long bao and ate at the bench outside, acting like aunties. It has a long queue, but fortunately, we came early. It's really delicious!^^

2009-04-21T15:59:00.001+08:00

First day of school! super slack, and of coursee, we spent our leisure time at flavours! Jia en bought a new phone, so we tried out her 5 megapixels.! We went StarBucks after first lesson, i'm loving starbucks!

2009-04-20T14:41:00.000+08:00

supposed to meet 7plus in school for some meeting but apparently, i over slept.I rushed over to conference hall then. Pouring heavily over there, desperately, i borrowed Starbucks umbrella. I reached the cafe at conference hall and i saw Mr Quek! He looked at me for a second and turn back. haha! Wouldnt be surprised that he doesnt recognized me at all.This year's chinese orchestra truely sucks, simply cause bds surely deserve a gold title more then some other schools.Not very disappointed but i was still hoping. Waiting to cheer when they announce but the results made me sank deeper into my seat. So we got a silver, Zhiwen said, we seniors still have our 'shi li'! i agreed with that:X Some of them still made the effort unlike some other disrespectful people. Pasir ris really did well for that. I like their song! Jiayou for the next SYF people, though i dint know you guys. HAHA! lao lers! Thats how we used to call lao jasmin, even though we still did now.=X BDSCO JIAYOU!

2009-04-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

Last shopping spree and mahjong session before school starts! routine life's gonna start again, but i'm so eager to meet my friends and YTF ;D shopped through Tm1 with jingyuan and continued mahjong session till the next morning.^^ Feeling happy cause there's no school on Monday(tuts& pracs)!my voice ain't getting any better :(

hello to semester 2.1!=p

Week 0 aint any normal week!

2009-04-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

Been wondering where the hell am I doing these few weeks? I've been stepping onto Tp compound almost everyday doing LT deco, mundane duties = pasting, cutting, painting blah blah...but it turns out that our LT 's a beauty!i like my class alot and of course crystalla too!
i realised that im quite dependent on her=X i have to shout hurray when i know she's my partner.HAHA! Week 0 was quite a sucessful one, cause the freshies were lovely and supportive!
Moreover, Kiragi won the best LT!!^^

A3.2!

i Loveeeee them!

Navin!
Blame it on Navin's lousy photography skills.
Best OL partner!

Bo Kai and me^^

2009-04-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

happy birthday Pauline
happy birthday Rina!

A8A2 class bbq is here again! I miss you guys real much, i missed my yong tau foo in ITAS MORE! I cant wait to see you guys! Havent had so much fun in the past few weeks until today, getting so hyped up seeing you guys. =p I bet some of you guys missed my laughther, HAHA! Thanks to the committee for organising, really appreciate it much. especially bk, so much to do in school too.today wasnt a good day for photos. i'm totally burnt,tanned and hagged! totally not a day for photo-taking but i still wanna take! i wanna start school real soon though there's million of quizzes! Getting all excited for school now, not including the studying part=/ thanks people, had lotsa fun today and hoped you guys did too =D

bus-ed home at 11 plus. things were never quiet when you're with bk, every moment was a laughable moment! still as lame as ever, as caring as ever. you did a great job chairman! :D

okay i'm just acting to get the fire started =/

he really did look like the 'meerca' in neopets! hmph!
dont know what she wanna do with my hand.
chey.

thanks AJ for the good fire!

he's finally doing some job yeah?!

he better love jingyuan more than beijing. HAHA!

wahaha!

k i made them do this =X

i miss jingyuan!

i loveeee you guys!

how can i miss out my favourite girl?!

i like this pic cause i look fair here(finally) =/ though she's white as paper.
officially husband and wife, hahah!
jingyuan fed by her love, yongsiang.
dont shy leh!

happy birthday pauline!

Happy birthday love!

2009-04-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Mummy!

Went home to back cake for mummy after csc dinner. was already 12am, super late. we're making a moisture banana chocolate cake! And my biggest challenge this time was the ganache which i failed badly the last time. Began steaming the mixture, sliced it into half and shoved the sliced banana in between. It actually looks quite terrible cause it doesnt look very nice, but we still have the ganache to cover it all. =X It also requires skills to use a spatula properly k! the ganache turns out quite bad though cause it's not smooth and has butter oozing out of the chocolate! sounds scary right? even scarier to look at it,but what's done cannot be undone, so we just anyhow do. =/ its already 330 am in the morning when finishing the ganache, dead tired already. So for the decorations itself, we're also blank in the mind. then it turns out quite messy. Fortunately, it can been eaten! i mean, quite delicious too! ** not to mention we used bare hands =X

I shall bake for loved ones next time too, it requires alot of effort k! i slept till noon, rushed down to tm in the afternoon to buy a key pouch since she lost hers dont know how long ago. The house was full of people, LOL. I ate damn lot too, feeling guilty.=/ Cause they bought chicken wings, satays, popiah, KFC + PIZZA HUT! kuazhang right? almost faint right there.

hope you stay happy always
always put on a smile on your face ^^
love you lots.

steaming in process...

whipped cream + banana shoved in.

Ganache!

TADA!

2009-04-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated birthday Hwee Hoon!
Happy Belated birthday Ernest!
Happy belated birthday Jesslyn!
Happy belated birthday Justin!

Another big gathering for us other than our usual mahjong khakis. Dine at pizza hut and cheryl offically hates pizza hut. Cause, it has chilli padi hidden inside the dish which made her cried over the meal.haha! Bus-ed to bake cake! ^^

3 beauties!

happy birthday!

beauties and the beast, LOL!

a FULL sunday!

2009-04-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

Steamboating at Chin huat with my lovely co gang! Julian, james, jonathan, zm, ah siao and MAD! it's been such a long time ago since our last gathering. Chin Huat steamboat moved to Novena, and it's now air-conditioned though it doesnt feels like it. we paid quite alot and ate alot too! they now had teppanyaki and bbq services, we no longer had to barbecue our own stuffs. that explains the price. Besides that, they also serves desserts and sushi! Speaking of Sushi, Julian and I went to the sushi counter (self-service), we slide open the top,and horrendously, we saw a tiny cockroach crawling happily on the glass. eeek, utterly disgusted! we put down our plates and went back to tell them abt the scene we saw. but, mic and delia just ate the sushi, LOL. i'm liking the chocolate fondue! we ate the prawns with chocolate too! sounds disgusting. Had a nice and relaxing dinner with them, slacked at Novena Square after dinner and played unique blackjack!

sneaking up.
gone!
we told him to get a sunglass like that too!
happy yihui!
unglam James.

we loveee fondue!

Forfeiting! Ah siao made to do forfeit with mic!

Ah siao's teaching her to pose sexily, lol TADA!

dinosaur trademark.

M.A.D. does it best!

girl's out day.

2009-04-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE HOON!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN HAN!

Bought her gift last minute with mmj, and rushed to bedok interchange to meet the rest. while waiting for the others to come, was harassed by some 'eeek' people who's attending the temporary honey stall..we just ignored him, utterly disgusted =.= My mood was a little dampened by my burnt nose, it looks like a scar from far,ZZZ Headed towards Orchard and had our favourtite Subway!yummy! Finally precious sixies get to meet up and of course, we shopped! i really spent alot this holidays, feeling guilty =X shopping really makes us happy though! mmj made a cake for han, it's quite delicious. Looks like the paddle pop ice cream, sweet looking..but she says it's ugly..=/ super nice okayyyy! we bus-ed 7 back home, I tink i'm cursed by this bus. Cause was harassed not only once but twice, there would be more next time i reckon. I would never forget the " beautiful" incident that happened before. I really like bus 7 all along cause it's fast and i preferred buses to mrt! GRR, these people really deserves a smack on their faces for intruding other people's personal space.

Being a little anti-climax here and perhaps, contradicting.
i'm getting nearer to my 18th year every stinking day, simply cause i feel old =.=
When people are looking so forward to their best days, i feel so down. LOL
Nevertheless, i'm feeling optimistic about it since i can't change anything out of it, I shall accept it( thinking, i can do much more things!)..and a small part of me wanna grow up too!
Thats why it's a little contradicting, pardon me.=X
i'm soo looking forward to tmr's steamboat!!!

love you sixies!
p/s : MMJ!, i want a dark chocolate cake this year! RMB, DARK CHOCOLATE CAKE!=P

opening her surprise cake
her first cut!

shot 1 : FAIL.
Shot 2 : yeah!

Dont fall!

i miss micmic!

hilarious night out.

2009-04-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

i slept from 8am straight till 5pm..This overnight camp,i guess it's better than OLTC camp itself.Been walking around the school almost the whole night, met lotsa people around, be it the game master or OLs...Got to know some people from other grps too,played games with other grps/ chat when there's only me and gamemaster. I'm still quite skilled when it come to overnight programmes, HAHA! Trained long long ago...The nights at yihui and delia's hse, mahjong sessions, studying overnight. LOL, i'm not rusty yet!

met up with simin to tm..we were randomly talking until when she suddenly talked about eyecandy.LOL..

simin : The guy in my class is handsome and cute! BUT, the indian guy in my class is married and he's 31 now.

me : wah! you like Indians + married guys.LOL..

Changed topics....

me : wouldnt it be very nice when you and your other half walk together for the rest of the life? it's so xin fu..

Simin: wouldnt it be very sian when you have to face you other half for the rest of your life?everyday the same face, I rather have many many sweet sweet relationships in my life.

me : WAH you FLIRT! lol..

At home, (msn-ing)
** looks at picture...

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: he's the indian?!

Simin says: he real life better

Simin says:YES

Simin says: LOL

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: HUH OMG OMG

Simin says: must u.. he the indian

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: u sure he indian mah??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/

Simin says: ya

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: i jking one leh, i thot he's not indian..

Simin says: lol white

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: omgomgomgomgomg

Simin says: lol hes tt guy i lyk

Simin says: 31

Simin says: LOL

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: no wonder he's married!

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: SO HANDSOME!

Simin says: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Simin says: i wan b his 2nd wife

Simin says: LOL

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: i mean, handsome for an indian

Simin says: nah

Simin says: !!

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: hhahahahahahahahhaah

Simin says: he real life more handsome

Simin says: man and cute

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: hahahah LOL!

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: ppl married lah!

Simin says: :'(

Simin says: i will choose a man lyk tt

Simin says: 2 lov for long life LOL

Simin says: life time

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: HAHAHAHHA

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: i thot you flirt???!!!

Simin says: !!

Simin says: i will b loyal to a guy lyk him

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: HAHAHHAHA bluff!!

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: u wan many many sweet sweet one!

Simin says: ;)

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: hahahahhaha

Simin says: NO!!

Simin says: lol~~

Simin says: 1 extra sweet can cover all

Simin says: !!

Simin says: loook at his muscles

Simin says: he must be gd at bed :X

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: hahahahahahahahah!!!!!!

Simin says: LOL

Simin says: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: mmj you are so bian tai!

Simin says: wah hhhh i wan first night wid him

Simin says:LOL

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: OMG, incorrigible!

Simin says: too bad i nt his wife

(8)* Anna ((: * ♥ miss happy.♥ says: LOL.

CONCLUSION : MMJ likes muscular guys that are good in bed! hahaha!!

2009-04-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

Back from overnight camp, again. Went to have breakfast with Crystalla at bedok before going home. I'm feeling so weird when people are setting off from their hse to work/school when i'm going home to rest, HAHA! So huai nian those secondary school days, waking up at 6am, reaching sch at 7.15 am..And, getting chased up to hall by Terence Ngiam, Han avoiding us, Listening to Abraham's screams. I would never forget this part =X
Plus, getting on with routine sch life.
=> Talking to mic in Bee Bee's classes.
=> Having ridiculous + stupid fun with XueMing during all classes.
=> Alvin + Terry entertaining us during English class.
=> Always falling asleep during maths + biology classes=X
=> seeing Hanlong getting punished by Mr muru ( gardening)
=> slacking outside class during long breaks with delia and mic..
=> studying at Bedok Mac with usual ppl..

I realised, though environment changes but somethings just never change...Met up with Terry, Xm and Alvin some time ago. They are just as crappy as ever, forever perhaps. HAHA! Had dinner at ECP as usual. Throughout the dinner, Xm and I were really entertained and keep laughing non-stop. Some jokes were always funny, no matter how long has it pass. Such as the fight between Hector and Alvin, so dumb yet funny. Took a stroll down along ecp,HAHA! LOL, didnt seen Alvin for such a long time, his mind is still so corrupted. He cracked tons of dirty jokes, LOL. So nan de we can meet up... It's a pity we dint manage to go ducktour but we will next time!
Alvin the 'open flasher' + Terry the ' sentimental flasher'
Terry and me!

OLTC

2009-03-31T00:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CAI HANYUN AKA DA BIAN YU!
Sorry han couldnt celebrate for you cause im having camp. still love you girl!

I'm back from OLTC camp, i'll have to say honestly that I'm not very motivated for this OLTC camp. I believe most of us are like that, that is why this time round, OLTC is quite a bad one compared to last year i guessed even though clandestine was not very united last year. I dint really have any good sleep throughout these 4 days. PLUS, i've forgotten to bring my sleeping bag along, dumb right?! but fortunately, kindest crystalla shared her sleeping bag with me ;D
we had a long long night on the first day, slept at 5am and woke up at 10 am. Completed half of our maze, looks really complicated.Felt like a walking zombie, of course we couldnt complain to anyone else cause we couldnt be any more fatigue than the organisers themselves. Seeing them slogging like this, it reminds me of camp inspiration!..But of course, it was inspiration not a training camp. The participants were enjoying and not being 'tortured' like us... BUT, i really do have a opposing point here. They should arrange Final Clash at night, not to mention Scrub the Deck.. Since we're going through what the freshmen are going through then we should be put in the same situation too when freshmen are gonna play final clash at night. It's definitely not gonna be as tiring as playing in the hot sun at 11 am. =.= i really got burnt there, painful. Plus, maybe they could organise just a day for us to do the maze and the slot for doing maze on the second day could be used for inviting guests for some motivating talks. It's just the people that are not motivated i guessed cause i'm not motivated too..some talk to make us have some sense of belonging over there, for a good cause and not make us feel like being tortured over there. This would be a real training camp though. Cause through this 'training camp', i've only learnt how to complete a maze and prepared to expreience what freshmen would go through. This is one of the most unprepared(myself) camp i've ever been to...Even though the organisers were expreienced, but the participants in OLTC were not. They were freshies even though they were capped with the flamboyant name ' leaders', Nontheless, they were inexpreienced leaders. We needed some real training to be initiative and confident. They came with high hopes, hoping that we'll have sense of urgency, intiative, motivating and confidence but they went back with great disappointment indeed. Expectingly, we got trashing from them. I felt quite guilty cause they really slogged through 4 days being tired,they barely had enough sleep and still have to deal with us being so insensitive and inconsiderate. Tears actually welled up in my eyes, weird. I had to say they really put in their efforts for this camp though, no camps were perfect. JIAYOU for week 0!! quite excited to meet my freshmen! :D

i miss sixies! ;(

Swing, Slap, Smack

2009-03-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

Badminton with csc today!^^
I laughed almost the whole game.
Some of our teaming really has no team work at all
so it became a joke when 2 person chasing after a shuttle cock.
Or, when none of us step forward to smack the shuttle cock while expecting the other to..
It's really hilarious.

OMG, really addicted to mahjong nowadays.
we called abel along to HS (Tampines 44 branch) house, i won a lot today! about $15^^
Cause abel ' bao my red zhong'.
And, wende ' zha hu' with 3,4 and 6 tong. LOL.
He really old already, eyes and ears problematic =X
happy happy! :D

complaints, complaints and complaints.

2009-03-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

I AM SO ADDICTED TO BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!
GOING CRAZY WHILE WAITING FOR IT TO UPLOAD ONLINE!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Besides that, I AM BECOMING ZAI NU!
CAUSE I'M HOPING THAT ORIENTATION CAMP DOESNT COME ( not possible)
AND FEELS LIKE STAYING AT HOME WHOLE DAY!
LOL =S